I have a bad habit that I'm sure I have confessed here. I go silent when things pile up, things that distract me from the plans I've made for myself.
... you know what?
I had this long post planned to publish last month about why I enjoy tarot, what it brings to my life as a person and why naysayers can bite me, but between being busy and a lack of motivation, I just... couldn't be bothered. There's that malaise sinking in again.
And you know, starting a business as lofty as this [and let's be real, declaring to the Universe that you will make a living off of your readings is still a lofty goal to have] has been very daunting, and discouraging at times too. I don't have the same drive to put myself out there in the same way as other people seem to do [surprising I'm sure to those who know me personally], and the elements of 'The Hustle' seem both inorganic and... inauthentic. To me and my way of going about things, anyway.
It was enough to me to question, at least once or twice- "why am I really doing this?"
I got my answer about a week ago.
By the time you read this, I’ll be 28 years old in the land of my birth.
because sometimes the universe is as subtle as a brick to the face, or a crustacean in your dinner.
Happy New Year everyone! [and #Fuck2016 amirite?]
We have so much to talk about, so let's not waste any time.
LINDSAY - Black Woman, Wife, Witch and Resident Blogger of DarkLake Tarot~
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